I'm through whining for now... sort of.

Well, as I said in my last post, I got my computer back, I have no more bug bites, and things are kind of looking up for me. My sister is even being nicer to me! But she's thinking of staying here with my dad, instead of moving there with me and my mom. It's a hard decision for her, not only because she'll have more opportunities there, but because she has almost been best friends with my mom for the past two years. They always did things together and talked with each other. But my sister is probably scared of leaving everything familiar just to finish two more years of school in a good school. And my mom is a little selfish. My sister said she got angry when my sister told her she might stay. I think my mom thinks we'll always take her side, instead of my dad's. I want my sister to pick what she's comfortable with, but it would be strange for her to always be gone, since I've had her around all my life.

I just want everything to work out.

-,-

Soo... things are looking up a bit for me, now. I got my computer back and I don't have any more bug bites...

I'm really frustrated with my family, though. None of them understand me. And I always get blamed for everything. No one notices that my sister is being irrational, but they COMPLETELY notice that I'm annoyed and act like it's all my fault and that I'm making a bit deal out of it.

The thing is, I asked my sister if I could borrow a Ludo CD from her, so I could load it onto my computer. But she apparently doesn't trust me. She asked me if I would give it back, and even though I said yes, she acted like I would break it in half. So she burned a CD for me, like I was the biggest liar she knew! She left two songs off of it because she could only load 15. It's really making me mad, and I'm sick of being treated like this. I know she wont let me borrow the CD, so I e-mailed her, asking if she could send me the two songs. I wouldn't be surprised if she didn't send them. I think she just likes being a bitch to me, I really do. And if that's not true, she should at least try act differently toward me. I am just so sick and tired of my family.

b.r.e.v.y.n.

I am.... so sick of my life.

for the first time in my life... music has abandoned me.

this is the worst summer of my life. nothing is going right! my computer doesn't work, I have to use this old one which only has internet and MS Paint on it while my other one gets fixed, I can't listed to a very wide variety of music, my finger is fucking DEFORMED because of a mosquito dick-face, I'm confused, and I'm moving away from everything familiar.

Oh, and my parents are DIVORCING!

I don't know how the hell I'm supposed to look on the bright side, anymore.

God, I feel like crap....

b.r.e.v.y.n.

Shit.

Well, I broke my computer. My dad is trying to fix it, but it's still going through "self repair" so I don't know how long that will take. I can only hope that the pop I spilled on it is all gone....

Here's how I broke it so I wont get 30 comments asking:

The computer usually sits in front of me on a desk lap on my bed. I was trying to get down so I could take some stuff downstairs, but my foot caught on the cord that connects the computer to the outlet, and the computer and I went tumbling down onto the floor yeah, ouch). I also succeeded in knocking a can of diet coke ONTO and INTO the keys.

So I don't know if it was the fall or the pop (probably the pop) that broke it, all I know is that this day really sucked.

I'm on my old laptop (the one I also broke, but by using it nonstop, bending the cord in one direction all the time, and making it overheat) right now, so I can't really do much, other than write poetry and Unexpected because I save that on blogspot... Uh, so not much from me unless my computer is fixed soon. (oh gosh, I hope everything is still saved on it!).

I also think I scared everyone away from here with all my bitching. >_>

lalala

Gar I never update anymore. TTuTT I'm sorry, haha.

How's everyone's summer?

Mine is okay, but I'm moving to Kentucky sometime at the end of July, so I'm a little depressed about that. :(

but remember, if I'm too quiet here, you can check up on my deviantART account, which I'm always on. ^^ http://xxxvynn-beverlyxxx.deviantart.com/

<3 Vynnie

-bitch whine moan-

Urgh.
mood swings.
urgh.

well, first off, I really hate hentai. I mean, sometimes it's okay, but when it's three ridiculously shaped girls in swimsuits, then that's just stupid.

and guys may think, "yeah, yaoi is so unrealistic, too!"

well, yeah. but seriously. fangirls don't usually draw guys with junk the size of Japan, and yet people draw girls with boobs

(-----------------------------------------This big (or bigger)------------------------------------------------------------)

and a crotch that hangs low.

that's just going farther than necessary.

Secondly, people SUCK.

I hate when people ask you OVER AND OVER again to do something, even though you said "No" OVER AND OVER again.

OMG CATCH ON ALREADY!!!

stupid bastards.

And this guy I used to date.... gosh, all he wants to do is hang out every single day! this is just about the ONLY site he doesn't follow me on (and Tobi, Pein, if you tell him, I'll slaughter you with a slotted spoon). But it's just REALLY annoying! I know I'm leaving this summer, but... >_< WE'RE NOT DATING ANYMORE!


AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

*sigh* okay, I'm done for the time being...

Well, suck.

People suck.

Rumors suck.

Moving sucks.


Let's all just shoot somebody.