Sunday, April 13, 2008

Hmm...

Allozz.
Everyone says 'Be yourself and everything will be fine.', right?

Well what if you don't like who you are?
Like, your personality.

Because that's how it is for me. I hate that I laugh so easily. I dislike my annoying laugh. I hate my pride, sometimes.

I also don't like my look, sometimes, either. Like, I wish I had auburn hair. I wish I had a smaller, less formal face. So, if I could chose, I would want a cuter nose and a shorter face. Bigger eyes, maybe, and bigger lips, too. I hate, hate, HATE that I like to eat so much.

And one more thing.

I hate being temper mental and I hate when I can't choose my feelings. So, like, one second I'm happy, then I'm sad, then I super-ultra hyper.

Who else feels like this? Please tell me what you would change.

<3 Vynn

P.S. I also wish I had a different name! Not Brevyn, becasue everyone says it's beautiful, but I know they're thinking 'cute' not 'beautiful'. I want something that people actually think is beautiful and sophisticated. Like Violet. I LOVE that name!