holy mother of geezus

it's been a while
dyed my hair blue again
LET'S COMPARE AND CONTRAST!



VS



much better the second time

family is a word I love and hate so much.

Update

Hi... guys. (if anyone is out there).
Just thought I'd drop in and tell you what's happening on my end.
Things are still bad, if not worse.
I don't have any courage to tell my mom I don't want to stay here, and Manual accepted me, so she expects me to. Mariah has already told me that I should come out and tell her what would make me happy, but I can't, I really can't. Even thinking about that conversation makes me start to cry.
The school I got into has lost it's shining glory, as well. I've been there a few times, and it's big and there's a tense atmosphere, and I feel like going there will make people expect more out of me than there is to give. I really feel like I don't belong there, but now I'm losing my place in Kansas, because since I left, it seems like everyone's life and personality has completely changed.

on the bright side, lots of my friends got into the same school, so they'll be there next year. also a couple of my friends are trying to hook me up with a guy they've known for a while, so maybe that will give me a sense of belonging...

<3 Vynnie, as always, and more.

HI THAR GAIZ

Soooooo have you ever seen THIS BABY?!

I didn't think so.

well, that was from, like... o.o omg 6th grade or something.

NOW I like winter, (but autumn still kicks ass). but HEY GUESS WHAT!

There's a fall break here!! It started last friday and I have to go back on wednesday. auugh. but oh wells, because that's just the way it works. I have to sketch a lot before then, though, for art class. I hate sketching in that book, idk why, because it's just like any other sketch book. oO
but I has inspiration! yays!! xD

The fair

My muscles hurt and I'm itchy from bug bites, but I had a blast. :) I went to the (county?) fair last night with Randi, Michelle, and Jenna. We also saw Sierra there, who I haven't seen all summer! Colton popped up now and again. I went on almost all of the rides! We went on the Tilt-a-Whirl 3 times! xD It was so fun. And the Zipper was terrifying, haha. (these aren't my pics, they're just pics I found of the rides). And I had shaved ice and funnel cake. I was happy. :) I wish all my internet friends could have been there, haha! It was so funn!!!

Okay, sorry, I just had the best time ever during the worst summer of my life, and I wanted to tell you. x3

I'm through whining for now... sort of.

Well, as I said in my last post, I got my computer back, I have no more bug bites, and things are kind of looking up for me. My sister is even being nicer to me! But she's thinking of staying here with my dad, instead of moving there with me and my mom. It's a hard decision for her, not only because she'll have more opportunities there, but because she has almost been best friends with my mom for the past two years. They always did things together and talked with each other. But my sister is probably scared of leaving everything familiar just to finish two more years of school in a good school. And my mom is a little selfish. My sister said she got angry when my sister told her she might stay. I think my mom thinks we'll always take her side, instead of my dad's. I want my sister to pick what she's comfortable with, but it would be strange for her to always be gone, since I've had her around all my life.

I just want everything to work out.

-,-

Soo... things are looking up a bit for me, now. I got my computer back and I don't have any more bug bites...

I'm really frustrated with my family, though. None of them understand me. And I always get blamed for everything. No one notices that my sister is being irrational, but they COMPLETELY notice that I'm annoyed and act like it's all my fault and that I'm making a bit deal out of it.

The thing is, I asked my sister if I could borrow a Ludo CD from her, so I could load it onto my computer. But she apparently doesn't trust me. She asked me if I would give it back, and even though I said yes, she acted like I would break it in half. So she burned a CD for me, like I was the biggest liar she knew! She left two songs off of it because she could only load 15. It's really making me mad, and I'm sick of being treated like this. I know she wont let me borrow the CD, so I e-mailed her, asking if she could send me the two songs. I wouldn't be surprised if she didn't send them. I think she just likes being a bitch to me, I really do. And if that's not true, she should at least try act differently toward me. I am just so sick and tired of my family.

b.r.e.v.y.n.

I am.... so sick of my life.

for the first time in my life... music has abandoned me.

this is the worst summer of my life. nothing is going right! my computer doesn't work, I have to use this old one which only has internet and MS Paint on it while my other one gets fixed, I can't listed to a very wide variety of music, my finger is fucking DEFORMED because of a mosquito dick-face, I'm confused, and I'm moving away from everything familiar.

Oh, and my parents are DIVORCING!

I don't know how the hell I'm supposed to look on the bright side, anymore.

God, I feel like crap....

b.r.e.v.y.n.

Shit.

Well, I broke my computer. My dad is trying to fix it, but it's still going through "self repair" so I don't know how long that will take. I can only hope that the pop I spilled on it is all gone....

Here's how I broke it so I wont get 30 comments asking:

The computer usually sits in front of me on a desk lap on my bed. I was trying to get down so I could take some stuff downstairs, but my foot caught on the cord that connects the computer to the outlet, and the computer and I went tumbling down onto the floor yeah, ouch). I also succeeded in knocking a can of diet coke ONTO and INTO the keys.

So I don't know if it was the fall or the pop (probably the pop) that broke it, all I know is that this day really sucked.

I'm on my old laptop (the one I also broke, but by using it nonstop, bending the cord in one direction all the time, and making it overheat) right now, so I can't really do much, other than write poetry and Unexpected because I save that on blogspot... Uh, so not much from me unless my computer is fixed soon. (oh gosh, I hope everything is still saved on it!).

I also think I scared everyone away from here with all my bitching. >_>

lalala

Gar I never update anymore. TTuTT I'm sorry, haha.

How's everyone's summer?

Mine is okay, but I'm moving to Kentucky sometime at the end of July, so I'm a little depressed about that. :(

but remember, if I'm too quiet here, you can check up on my deviantART account, which I'm always on. ^^ http://xxxvynn-beverlyxxx.deviantart.com/

<3 Vynnie

-bitch whine moan-

Urgh.
mood swings.
urgh.

well, first off, I really hate hentai. I mean, sometimes it's okay, but when it's three ridiculously shaped girls in swimsuits, then that's just stupid.

and guys may think, "yeah, yaoi is so unrealistic, too!"

well, yeah. but seriously. fangirls don't usually draw guys with junk the size of Japan, and yet people draw girls with boobs

(-----------------------------------------This big (or bigger)------------------------------------------------------------)

and a crotch that hangs low.

that's just going farther than necessary.

Secondly, people SUCK.

I hate when people ask you OVER AND OVER again to do something, even though you said "No" OVER AND OVER again.

OMG CATCH ON ALREADY!!!

stupid bastards.

And this guy I used to date.... gosh, all he wants to do is hang out every single day! this is just about the ONLY site he doesn't follow me on (and Tobi, Pein, if you tell him, I'll slaughter you with a slotted spoon). But it's just REALLY annoying! I know I'm leaving this summer, but... >_< WE'RE NOT DATING ANYMORE!


AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

*sigh* okay, I'm done for the time being...

Well, suck.

People suck.

Rumors suck.

Moving sucks.


Let's all just shoot somebody.

siiigh

Well, the stupid project is finished. We probably didn't get an A, but I'm confident I didn't fail...

kill me now

I am really stressing out, right now. some of you, after reading this, may be like, "That's not bad, I've had worse." and yeah, lots of you HAVE had worse, but this is major for me. My family always pressures me and ignores me, and if I get an over-all grade below a B, I get yelled at. in fact, my mom bitched at me because I got a D on a project in Language and a couple late assignments and that brought my over-all language grade to a D. NOW I have to do ANOTHER group project in Language and all the boys do is screw around! now, I have to fix the shit THEY screwed up and I have no idea how to do it because Michelle, the only other smart person in my group, is out of touch. I DON'T want this to be another D, because it's the LAST FUCKING GRADE OF THE YEAR AND I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO TAKES IT SERIOUSLY!!!! I seriously want to cry, but I have to design this dumb flag, and it needs a meaning! I don't knoooww!!!

-headdesk-

MY. TEETH. HURT.

-headdesk- -headdesk- -headdesk- -headdesk- -headdesk- -headdesk- -headdesk- -headdesk- -headdesk- -headdesk- -headdesk- -headdesk-

I am...

Drinking Diet Coke and Root Beer (out of two separate containers).

And I'm also back! Haha, I guess I just am ignoring you guys, huh? Buuuut I'm still here. Just kind of lazy.

<33

MAX

So, who else has read/is reading the newest Maximum Ride book?

*raises hand*

Yes, yes. Even after the last book, I got this one. And you know, this one isn't so bad! I'm still near the beginning (page 50, I think... or something), but the writing seems better than it used to be. The plot is kind of still going nowhere, but I don't think it ever really had an end. So, if you're a Max fan and you haven't seen this yet, go check it out! And if you haven't read the series yet, start from book 1, The Angel Experiment!!



(the "Graphic Novel" (which is actually a manga) is pretty sweet, too!)

In other news:

Ahh, fanfictions! Aren't they fun to write? Yep, even though I've only ever written one. I wrote an Artemis Fowl fanfic once last year. Yeeeaah... maybe fanfiction isn't my strongest point. But I decided to remake it, taking the characters from other books out and adding my original ones in their place (I was the first main character, anyway, so it works out really well!)(lol, not the point of fanfics, but oh well). I've improved my writing, so I hope it's better.

In other, other (sort of) news:

I'm such a bad girl, working on so many things at once! xD

<3 Vynnie, the Paragon of Obsessive Writing! (POW lol, unintended, sorry)

eeerrrrooowwwwgguuuhhh.....

*cramp-related death*

rawrrglez

Mmkay. Please check out my dA gallery (mainly in the friends and drawings sections)! If you see anything you want to see in color, please tell me! I am so bored!!

<3 *coughsneeze* Vynnie

X3

Don't forget to check out my other blogs, if you haven't already. There's my manga, Stockholm Syndrome; my ninja story, Unexpected; and a story I started just last night. It's about werewolves and is called Where Wolf. (I suck at titles, lol). So you can follow along with that one if you want. It doesn't really have a plot... it's based off of a dream and most the characters are based off of real life people (lol, Cai is mostly based off of me, but I don't cut and don't have a little sister or twin bro. x[ )

Anyway, I hope you take interest in something! I'm working on pictures for all of them, and the next Where Wolf chapter!!

<3<3 Vynnie, the nerd. x]