Thursday, December 4, 2008

WHY?

WHY when I do something wrong, people say "You screwed up" 50 times over in 50 different ways when I obviously get it the first time?

WHY do people keep bothering me even when they see I'm about to give in to anger?

WHY don't people respect me?

WHY do people underestimate me?

WHY does it feel like everyone hates me all the time?

WHY, when everyone says it feels good, do I feel like a pathetic loser even when I'm all alone and crying?

WHY do they act supreme?

WHY can't I trust anyone?

WHY do I feel it's not real love I feel toward him, sometimes?

WHY do they tell me what to do when I have my own free will?

WHY can't I use that free will most the time?

WHY... don't they care?

Why... indeed.

1 comment:

griffinrider said...

Welcome to the world. the vast majority of humans are jerks. there are a select few who aren't, of course, and i feel like their numbers are becoming ever more rare.