Thursday, September 18, 2008

Can't trust anyone...

Okay, so I'm really getting sick of all the shit I'm getting at school. I don't know why, but everyone has something against me. Or that's how it feels. People keep saying that I'm a bitch. I know I can be one, but I'm not that freaking bad! I can't even tell people something like, "I don't ever want to go out with you, so please stop asking." to their face!

So here's what Ian said, "Brevyn is an anorexic bitch that sews her clothes on her skin!" I'm not quite sure where he got the 'anorexic' part. And I even asked him what sewing my clothes on meant, and he said he just made it up. Even though I told him he needed new material, it still hurt. Stuff like that always gets to you, no matter who you are or what they said. It especially gets to me when they say it behind my back and act all nice to my face.

This was a few years ago, but I know Cheyenne said something like, "Brevyn is such a little brat! I really hate her!"

And today, Jaycie (who I actually did think was my friend) used me as an excuse to turn Colton down! You remember Colton., right? The guy that is in love with me? Well, she wrote a note to Colton (because Colton likes her, I think) that I said I "Kind of liked him." just to get him off of her back.

I think I'll go ask someone tomorrow why they hate me so much. Why they think I'm a stuck-up, anorexic bitch. Wish me luck!

<3 Vynn, the [hated] Paragon of Humanity..

2 comments:

Alannah said...

I don't hate you!

But look, I don't know if going around asking everyone why they hate you is the best thing to do. I would just ignore those stupid people. If they don't like you that's there problem. Whatever you do however, is your decision. Best of luck!

Beachbum said...

you don't seem like a bitch to me! i'm sorry that's happening to you. it really hurts when your 'friends' do stuff like that to you. i totally know how you feel but eventually everthing works out. try not to let it get to you to much. i wish you luck.
-Christine♥