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Everyone says 'Be yourself and everything will be fine.', right?
Well what if you don't like who you are?
Like, your personality.
Because that's how it is for me. I hate that I laugh so easily. I dislike my annoying laugh. I hate my pride, sometimes.
I also don't like my look, sometimes, either. Like, I wish I had auburn hair. I wish I had a smaller, less formal face. So, if I could chose, I would want a cuter nose and a shorter face. Bigger eyes, maybe, and bigger lips, too. I hate, hate, HATE that I like to eat so much.
And one more thing.
I hate being temper mental and I hate when I can't choose my feelings. So, like, one second I'm happy, then I'm sad, then I super-ultra hyper.
Who else feels like this? Please tell me what you would change.
<3 Vynn
P.S. I also wish I had a different name! Not Brevyn, becasue everyone says it's beautiful, but I know they're thinking 'cute' not 'beautiful'. I want something that people actually think is beautiful and sophisticated. Like Violet. I LOVE that name!
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5 comments:
liking yourself is hard sometimes. you are your biggest critic. what i would change about myself is almost opposite of you. i wish i laughed more. ever since i was little, my laugh has been sorta silent. i look like i'm laughing and sound like it too, but no noise comes out. and when sound does come out, i hate my laugh. it is the most annoying thing ever. no one is ever 100% satisfied with themselves. i think it's kind of sad. i wish i was.
-Christine♥
ok, first of all, why do you want to change your outer appearance so much? even if you did have auburn hair and all that, you still wouldn't be satisfied. setiously.
and if you don't like something about your personality, you can always change it, though that is one of the absolute hardest things in the world to do. but personally, i like people who laugh easily.
we're all too hard on ourselves, and we all hate ourselves from time to time. i've done a ton of stupid things, and i wish more than anything that i can go back and fix my mistakes. i have a lot of things about my personality that i don't like. a LOT. but i'm working to change. i have an image of who i want to become, and i'm striving to get there.
you know something someone once told me? if everyone were to lay out their entire lives on one huge table- the good, the bad, everything- and were told that they can exchange it with any other package on the table, you know what would happen? everyone would end up picking his own package.
lighten up. you're not nearly as bad as you think you are. all you need is a little ego-booster.
thank you! i like it, too.
alright, well it's close to midnight and i'm so pooped from the day but i really really quick just wanted to say that i personally don't think anyone is ever a 100% happy with what they look like, and if they are then good for them.
What you look like on the outside could mean less so long as you're a great person (and you seem like one) i think it's more about the little things. i have one really good friend with a bunch of mannerisms that she hates, but i know that she wouldn't be her without them.
about myself, i know i'm not uber pretty or anything and i like that about myself. i'm who am, it happens to be a unique look because both my parents came from different countries but i'm ok with that because looking the way i do is just a part of who i am. and for a small part it makes up who i am inside too. i say some things differently because of the way my parents say them and sometimes people make fun of me but i know why i do things and that makes it ok for me.
i am who i am and i know who i want to be. because of who i am, i know that means not changing what i look like, because if i didn't look like this i might not be me.
and what's the point in that?
...sorry i ranted a little. i tend to rant when i'm sleepy....
i dont think it matters what you look like. all that matters is what on the inside. and i know that everyone says that but its true. some of the prettiest (sterio-typical pretty) people r really mean or aren't fun to be around. how can someone else love u if u dont love u? i love myself! i know that sounds kinda selfish but its true! i <3 me!
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