'Tis a miracle

Allozz.
Well, today wasn't too bad. I didn't get toner or hair dye, and I got into a fight with my mom, but the rest was pretty okay. I got to laugh a lot, since I had a soccer game and every guy on the team is super violent and competitive. Chance threw a ball at Reed and it hit him it the nuts! ^_^ it was pretty funny. Then everyone was trying to kill Chance, and he kept getting hit in the head. I got hit in the face, HARD, but that was my fault. Brady also kept dying. It was all a bowl of giggles.

I also gotted to go to the movies with Sierra. Though she was talking the whole time, it was really fun. We saw Drillbit Taylor... um... I'm pretty sure that's what it was called...I fogotted... Anyway, her bro's kinda hot and I got to sit by him in the car! ^_^ and he gave me a pop tart, too! BONUS!

Then I finished chapter 6 of my book.

<3
Vynn, the Paragon of Humanity (that's just my title and sig. now :D)

P.S. I'm not whining? 'Tis a miracle!!

Blarg

I know you're all probably pretty sick of listening to my self-sympathy and whining by now.

However...

My parents think they know EVERYTHING! And no, I'm not talking about wanting me to be perfect, this time.

I am talking about my 12-year-old love life.

My flipping love-life!!

Weeeeell... as if I had one. But they're still talking about it.
Me + Colton = Stabbing in the face and broken limbs.

They keep telling me I'm flirting with him and I don't don't don't like him! AT ALL!

GOD...

I don't like him because he's inconsiderate of anyone's feelings and he's a JERK!

AHHHH!!!!! *stabbing random passerby*

Grrr....
Vynn,
The Paragon of Humanity and your ruler.
Also the person to stab you in the face (or draw it) if you say I do like him, I'm just neglecting it, or that I'm whiny, because I know that (the whiny part).

D-:<

Grr...
My friends don't like one of my other friends, Sierra, because they think she's annoying. So whenever I'm around Sierra, they avoid me too! I can't just leave Sierra and go with my other friends, because Sierra doesn't have many friends. And I don't know why all my friends are bitching (pardon that) about that, because they can be JUST as annoying.

Sometimes I wish I had no friends except for you guys, because you don't know my friends, so you can't really reject them.

Has anyone ever heard of the band Anberlin? They rock.

Yours beloved,
Vynn, The Paragon of Humanity.


P.S. Sorry most my blogs are self-sympathy. But that's what blogs are for, right? Ranting and random thoughts.

Eyes.

Okay, I've got to admit. One thing I do like about meself are my eyes! They are like, weird!! Grey-ish brown lining the pupil, then a thick layer of green/blue(mostly green, but sometimes more blue), then black!!
Weird, huh?

<3 Vynn

Hmm...

Allozz.
Everyone says 'Be yourself and everything will be fine.', right?

Well what if you don't like who you are?
Like, your personality.

Because that's how it is for me. I hate that I laugh so easily. I dislike my annoying laugh. I hate my pride, sometimes.

I also don't like my look, sometimes, either. Like, I wish I had auburn hair. I wish I had a smaller, less formal face. So, if I could chose, I would want a cuter nose and a shorter face. Bigger eyes, maybe, and bigger lips, too. I hate, hate, HATE that I like to eat so much.

And one more thing.

I hate being temper mental and I hate when I can't choose my feelings. So, like, one second I'm happy, then I'm sad, then I super-ultra hyper.

Who else feels like this? Please tell me what you would change.

<3 Vynn

P.S. I also wish I had a different name! Not Brevyn, becasue everyone says it's beautiful, but I know they're thinking 'cute' not 'beautiful'. I want something that people actually think is beautiful and sophisticated. Like Violet. I LOVE that name!

How to dismantle me.

How to dismantle me:
Please insert coin.
...
Thank you.
Please enjoy this game.

Hope to live,
Live to die.
Love to keep,
And keep to sigh.
Sigh your last,
But never pretend,
To hope that hope,
To live again.

<3 Vynn, The Paragon of Humanity.

P.S. Just to explain, I just feel this is how life is. Like, you let someone take you over like your a game and next thing you know, BAM! you're dead.

heh heh...

The road to hell is paved with adverbs.
- Stephen King