Hmm...

Allozz.
Everyone says 'Be yourself and everything will be fine.', right?

Well what if you don't like who you are?
Like, your personality.

Because that's how it is for me. I hate that I laugh so easily. I dislike my annoying laugh. I hate my pride, sometimes.

I also don't like my look, sometimes, either. Like, I wish I had auburn hair. I wish I had a smaller, less formal face. So, if I could chose, I would want a cuter nose and a shorter face. Bigger eyes, maybe, and bigger lips, too. I hate, hate, HATE that I like to eat so much.

And one more thing.

I hate being temper mental and I hate when I can't choose my feelings. So, like, one second I'm happy, then I'm sad, then I super-ultra hyper.

Who else feels like this? Please tell me what you would change.

<3 Vynn

P.S. I also wish I had a different name! Not Brevyn, becasue everyone says it's beautiful, but I know they're thinking 'cute' not 'beautiful'. I want something that people actually think is beautiful and sophisticated. Like Violet. I LOVE that name!

How to dismantle me.

How to dismantle me:
Please insert coin.
...
Thank you.
Please enjoy this game.

Hope to live,
Live to die.
Love to keep,
And keep to sigh.
Sigh your last,
But never pretend,
To hope that hope,
To live again.

<3 Vynn, The Paragon of Humanity.

P.S. Just to explain, I just feel this is how life is. Like, you let someone take you over like your a game and next thing you know, BAM! you're dead.

heh heh...

The road to hell is paved with adverbs.
- Stephen King

Flapwazzity (also known as 'Flapwazzology' according to my daddy.)

Allozz.
Yes, I did indeed make my own religion. It holds the belief there is no supreme ruler except me. There are, however, still Greek and Egyptian deities. When you move on, there is no heaven or hell, there is only a short waiting session while we decide whether you live a better or worse life in the next one, and after it is decided, your soul is put into a different body being born. 'Tis incredible, no? There is no rule book, like the Torah or the Bible, you are free to believe what you think is right, like being gay is wrong or right or believing in myths. I do this because having a thousand-year-old Book telling you what to do is highly overrated. Worshipers do not call me God, however, they do call me Brevyn (if they're close), or the Paragon of Humanity, would also go to my liking.


You may become a Flapwazzle.

<3Vynn, The Paragone of Humanity.

P.S. Yes, it is named after my dog and a creature from the Faery Wars.

Soft love

When you touch me, I feel at ease.
Your hands are soft as a baby's head
And gentle as the breeze.
I resent when you leave,
But relax in knowing you and I,
We are as meant to be
As the Morning and the Eve.

I thought of this while I was writing my book. See, Rain had a bloody nose and Cosh had to fix it so he took her face in his hands and used a potion. Anyway, you'll find out when I publish it, if you read it.
But Cosh is what we would call a 'werewolf'. But he's an alien, so he's alway like that.

On to another thing.

Have you ever done something, and then wondered if someone else on the other side of the world was doing it too?
Just wondering.

One more thing.

Have you ever(and this could be anytime) all of the sudden felt like you were passing out? Like, you were still aware of everything, but your vision just goes almost fully black, and you're all dizzy?
Just wondering, because I have.

<3Vynn

P.S. Damn these contacts! They keep making my vision blurry!

This is painfully true

All the world's a cage.
~Jeanne Phillips

Half or half?

Is my heart half empty or full?
Well, that might not be the question for all.
Pressure on the verge, is menacing, bad.
But this only very sad.
I try, and try, well, maybe not.
But disapproval is very hot.
I'm not so perfect as to make you glad.
But I only ask you not to get so mad.
How peaceful life would be if I was never here.
How much better it would be if no-one was near.
I try, and try, and try again.
But it's better if I just be Brevyn.

-Vynn

P.S.Brevyn is my real name.